My Life Is A Teen Soap OperaI feel that with everything that has been going on in my life, it is only right to actually document it here in this journal. If anybody actually rads this, HI! And when you see a pretty black woman on a podium come 2028, telling the world how she's going to be the first woman and the first black president of the USA and how she's going to help the country become number 1 again, the least you can do is tell people that you knew her. Or at the very least, read her journal. YAY.Anyways, I shall start from the very beginning. As you all know I met my dearest Tyler on the internet. We exchanged phone numbers and talked for the first time three Saturdays ago. It was very awkward, because we both are very new to this serious romance thing, but overall it wasn't bad. I asked him out two days later, so it couldn't have been awful right? So then two Saturdays ago, I had a date with Tyler. Of course, it was only a phone date, because we can't very well travel 8 hours for one date. So I called him at 8 o'clock, because we were wacthing Secret of the Fire Nation together. And it was a very satisfying date, if I must say. ;) So even if my friend Zannah doesn't think a phone date counts as an actual one, I do. And Tyler, that's all that matters. And then I asked him if he would be my boyfriend. ^_^ HE SAID YES, Y'ALL. HA! We had another date last Friday, but that one didn't go so well, if I have to be honest. Too much silence and not enough talking. That next week was filled with virtual makeouts, lots of love declarations, and the like. I got bored really quickly of that, but it was fun so i kept doing it. BUT. (always the annoying BUT, dammit) I felt like our flame was dying, as fast. Those makeouts were getting pretty serious and we were moving too quickly. And I still didn't know him very well, so what did I tell him? I told him that I wanted to stop with the virtual makeouts and just have decent conversations with each other, kepping the kisses to a minimum. Ever since then (last Friday, I think) we haven't really talked. No emails, no calls, no anything. OUCH. Meanwhile, my surrogate brother has been becoming way too touchy-feely for my tastes. I mean, I'm in a relationship idiot- does that mean anything to you??? We're not blood related and hell, we haven't even met in real life, but i still consider you a brother and you can't be flirting with me every other IM, okay? I mean, I love the attention, I'm not even going to lie, but WTH??? I don't need fifty million kissy emoticons, do I??? NOPE. And then there is Aaron. We're okay friends, not really close but we talk sometimes. Here comes my friend Teddy- OH YOU KNOW SAMARIA, AARON LIKES YOU. *blink* Thanks, Teddy, that is exactly what I want to hear when I'm having boy trouble. He says it every single day and I can't tell if Aaron does like me because he only talks to me at random. Psh... But Teddy never lies to me...so... Speaking of Teddy, he's my ex boyfriend. The romance thing didn't work out too well between us (never did, never shall!), but he's still one of my best friends. I love him to death. We have the leads in the school play and we always sit with our two other friends during rehearsal. Well, on Monday, we were sitting against this wall and Teddy leaned against me. I don't care (it's only Teddy) about this, No Big Deal. Turns out, Teddy has the softest hair ever. So here comes this kid named Davin. Davin took one look at us and freaked out, lol. Me and Teddy started cracking up. Good times... On another note, my friend Alexys got dumped. Poor thing...she's miserable. Writing poems and everything. *sigh* I'm gonna kill that boy...whoever he is. And you know what may be the worst thing in my social life right now? My friend Valerie thinks that I hate her. I'M SERIOUS. So all of those inside jokes and secrets mean nothing to her??? I even managed to get my grandmother to let me spend the night at er house! THAT IS A BIG THING. My grandmother hates having me around people she doesn't know. Here's the email... hey..
i no i never really get to talk to u cuz ur always wit alexy and Teddy
but I feel like u hate me because you barely talk to me and ignore me
alot. I feel like ur like not tryin to be my best friend and just tryin
to only be a friend... i iunderstand that you also want to be with ur
other friends and not always Steph, me and ali but i feel u spend
almost everday with them and like barely even hang out as much as u use
to.. Im not trying to offend you or anything i just wanna work this out
bcuz its really bothering me and i dont wanna ruin our friendship... can u email me back or talk to me about this at school k ttyl valerie Ali, my good trusty Ali, told me that she's declaring war on me. JUST BECAUSE I DIDN'T SIT WITH HER AT LUNCH. Val, I have a life of my own outside of the 8th grade. Maybe you should get one, too. Geez...what did I do wrong? She ignored me today, AFTER she told me that she wanted to talk, so Ali must not be lying. Okay then, two can play this *petty* game. We'll see who wins in the end. |
